Angry Eyebrows.

Sometimes being pissy is ok. we all have bad days. But someone I love dearly is just angry all the time lately.. I call it angry eyebrows. He wakes up with them, he goes through his day with them, he comes home with them from work, and sometimes he goes to bed with them.

And its become so tiresome, I never see a smile, I never hear a laugh, he went to hug one of the kids and she flinched, he doesn't hit but she is so unaware that he can show positive re enforcement she was scared. He yells, he finds the bad stuff, and doesn't look for the good. How can you be so angry all the time? And if you are so angry why are you here? Is there some where else you would rather be? With someone else? is it me? is it us? What is it? I know we all have the stresses of money, of life, of bills that are hard to pay, but is life so bad that a smile is so hard to offer? A hand to hold, a kiss on the cheek? A little bit of love goes along way, and not just I love yous when you hang up the phone or say good night turned the other way. I don't sleep long at night because I am thinking of all this, my mind is running in circles, and I don't know how else to ask you these questions. I don't want to open my mouth and ask them because it will start a fight.

This blind item isn't so blind, but its making me sad to think that someone can be so angry that our nine month old does the angry eyebrows. Whats worse is I never noticed it. Someone had to point it out to me. And that makes me so so sad. But that also tells me that's the facial expression she sees the most. Angry Eyebrows. I hate angry eyebrows. And while I love you, and you love me its not enough anymore. And if we can't smile, or share a laugh, or an affection, maybe we need to find our smiles, our laughs, our affections some other way. I don't want to, but if you feel you need to, don't stay angry tell me.

Angry all the time
Tim McGraw

Here we are
What is left of a husband and a wife four good kids
Who have a way of gettin on with their lives
I'm not old but I'm getting a whole lot older every day
It's too late to keep from goin' crazy
I got to get away

The reasons that I can't stay don't have a thing to do with being in love
And I understand that lovin a man shouldn't have to be this rough
You ain't the only one who feels like this world left you far behind
I don't know why you gotta be angry all the time

Our boys are strong the spittin image of you when you were young
I hope someday they can see past what you have become
And I remember every time I said I'd never leave
But what I can't live with is memories of the way you used to be

The reasons that I can't stay don't have a thing to do with being in love
And I understand that lovin a man shouldn't have to be this rough
You ain't the only one who feels like this world left you far behind
I don't know why you gotta be angry all the time

Twenty years have came and went since I walked out of your door
I never quite made it back to the one I was before
And God it hurts me to think of you
For the light in your eyes was gone
Sometimes I don't know why this old world can't leave well enough alone

The reasons that I can't stay don't have a thing to do with being in love
And I understand that lovin a man shouldn't have to be this rough
You ain't the only one Who feels like this world left you far behind
I don't know why you gotta be Angry All The Time

I don't know why you gotta be Angry All The Time