Not Me Monday, Stellan Style

(I borrowed this from the awesome woman who put this on her blog first) "As we are all aware, Not Me! Monday was started by MckMama. "I created Not Me! Monday for the purpose of confessing our shortcomings and imperfections to each other since, after all, we are all only human!" (MckMama's words) Every Monday, you can find more "Not Me! Monday" at her site. However, this week, in honor of her and Baby Stellan, we're doing "Not Me! Monday - Stellan Style!"

I did NOT repeatedly stop dead in my tracks and check on a little boy who I only know as having the sweetest little face and the most amazing family.

I did NOT envy the amount of faith that McKmama has in God and almost feel a calming effect because of it.

I did NOT explain to my kids at least four times who Stellan was and why I was so worried about a baby I don't even know.

I did NOT also explain that McKmama is one of those women that I know I could be friends with because that is sort of stalkerish.

I did NOT wish I could help her out with her MSC because I know she has to be worn out.

I did NOT feel horrible for her post when she wrote she was "pissed and tired" and I also did not tell her via a comment that I do not blame her even a little bit of a bit.

I did NOT Google SVT and Vtach and any other things that she put up because I wanted to have some sort knowledge about what is going on with Poor Stellan.

And finally...

I would NOT do it all over again, the prayers, the tears, the googling for someone who was in need.